Intense Break-Ups & Toxic Love Addiction Recovery Poetry E-Book
HOLY BROKEN ART IV-V Poetry Series
I had that problem, like the eat pray love woman, the woman who was never single; either in a relationship, getting out of a relationship and/or jumping into another relationship.
Sometimes it was a new face (same issues) or I recycled dating a toxic ex I couldn't get rid of but thought was romantic because we never let go of each other. Hurt from one guy and getting saved by another, then running back into the pain, I had repeated this cycle for 15 years.
Whether it was love, money and/or business, I was always stuck in some sort of emotionally, spiritually or financially dependent relationship that was abusive, toxic, addictive or just really codependent in almost every way.
I desired a free kind of love, that didn't feel trapped yet I always dated the same controlling or emotionally dead guys. It wasn't until I dated my most recent ex and lived with him, where it became too unsafe for me to stay and messed me up so good, that I had to take steps to recover from this abusive love addiction patterns once for all.
SOME SAMPLES OF POETRY TITLES
Codependent Wars of Love
Fighting for Safety with a Narcissist
Freedom from Grieving a Toxic Relationship
Next Time You Call a Woman Crazy
I Hate that I Love You
Making Amends with Memories of a Narcissist Lover
Addiction, Dysfunction & Love
Letting Go of the Old Me
Healing My Relationship with Food
PTSD and My Body
True Love’s Test
Trust that It’s Safe To Be You
Turn Off My Body’s Alertness
Allow Death in the Embrace of Life
I Suffer When I Compare
Healing Covert Abuse
Pondering my non-high
Unrequited Love
Two Codependent Empaths
Live on Without PTSD
I am Enough
Healing Attachment Trauma
Forgiveness is Possible
Love is Love, Even Toxic Love
You Lied About Love
The poetry I wrote is healing from post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) from my past relationships that were addicted, toxic and abusive. It was time for me to finally break free from the victim-saviour-narcissist cycle; as well as healing other aspects of my life such as my extreme relationship with food and the resistance in the spiritual journey of surrender.
Tracey
This book illustrates how I’ve come back into reality from fantasy addiction and dissociative disorder. Expression in the deep anger, rage, grief and recovery toward forgiveness has also been revealed.
I hope my words can give hope, insight and resonance for your own healing.
So much love and light to you,
In this poetry you will read the feelings, letting go and surrender process of healing from toxic love addiction, fantasy addiction, dissociative disorder, domestic violence, empath codependency and the recovery process.